it's a monday. and luckily, i am not bombarded with patients as i have expected. as you see, everyday i condition my mind. and i like it when my day turns out as how i expect it to be. for example, i woke up today with the mindset that i will only eat crackers. if i go throughout my day fulfilling my mindset, thank you to me. if not, (well, this is really a different case because it's about f-o-o-d)... then sometimes i call it a "fail". going back to my mindset today, i have already finished my crackers for brunch. and my friend, Gen has set an appointment for us to meet over lunch... a broken momentum for my diet. as if i have seriously started. but seriously, it starts today. i will practice the "one meal per day" rule. i need to help myself. depression is not doing me any good. i would like to be depressed but thin, not otherwise! arrrgh. i tend to eat, eat and eat. i haven't indulged in ice cream yet... long delayed, i know. post traumatic break-ups call for chocolate truffle ice cream. i have yet to reward myself. reward myself on what? on the break-up? yeah right. so i guess i have to get back to work. tons of paperwork to do, i don't know where to start. i can just continue blogging...
and lemme introduce to you guys, my new love... divine lee. the poshness, the simple beauty and the gay linggo all rolled into one (plus bf victor basa)... super fun! read her blog www.divinemlee.com.
kymastrid
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