Scared.

I didn't do much with the four months I had since I purchased tickets for Bacolod. I didn't research, I don't have a to-do/to-visit list. And I feel really scared taking this trip alone. I don't know anyone there, no one can easily rescue me. Haha!!! This is total "goodluck" for me!!! But but but, Ayn by passing mentioned to me how liberating and enjoyable it is to fly and explore a new place... Alone. No reservations! No lists! I can't fly without a list. I can't leave my planner behind. I need those to make me feel secured, safe, a sense of comfort. Ahhhhggg so just to have a place to stay, or more of to silence my subconsious, I booked a hotel room, in the heart of Lacson Street with a lot of food chains and coffee shops around it. Haha!!! Okay, I'm excited to see Piaya vendors and visit Carmelites Bacolod. Yay!!! Sure????

Help meeeee!!!! I find this realllly funny. I want to rediscover more about myself, I think I really need to get out of town even for the weekend. Somewhere not-so-foreign. I believe I need this rebreather. Yes, yes! But all at the same time, I'm scared!!!